I just want to be friends with you again and not have to hide it from my parents. i feel so controlled and restricted by my parents. i miss the freedom i never had. you say that you watch me so closely because you “love” me but i feel like thats a lie. i dont feel loved by you. you give me everything i could possibly want/need but its doesnt mean that you love me. youre constantly loving me and bringing me down. i cant stop replaying when i walked down to show you my prom dress and i was all excited because dad hadnt seen it yet and you looked me in the eyes and said i could loose a couple pounds. i was finally feeling good about myself. why did you have to say that? you are my mother. you are supposed to make me feel better about myself and make me feel beautiful but you do the exact opposite. i dont know how much longer i can handle this house. way too much stress. nothing ever good happens hear. i could have an amazing day but as soon as i get home i feel depressed and unhappy. please can i just leaave?